Yesterday I was alone and scared
It didn't seem that anyone cared
Somedays I am proud and brave
But today is all just drugs and rave
Today I feel a lot of pain
Not the kind that needs a cane
If only there was someone to hold
That won't happen from what I'm told
Someday I hope to be happy
But all I seem to feel is crappy
If today you could see inside
You'd know why I'd just like to hide
If there was someone above
He'd shower me with gifts of love
But all I see are the gates of hell
Through which I have already fell
Adam R- kENNy