"Hurting"

Please forgive me,
For causing you all this pain and suffering.
I did not know what I was doing
But this is really is no excuse.
You became apart of me,
That no one else ever had and I was scared.
I didn't mean to cause you any hurt,
But I know I have with my many distant moods.
I hurt you more than mere words can say,
And I know I can never make it up to you.
You are now afraid to ever trust me again,
And I cannot blame you for that.
It seems, I can not help but hurt you,
As they say you hurt the one you love the most,
But that is not what you would like to hear.
It gives you little solice to hear me say that
As your heart is breaking.
Can you ever forgive me for hurting you?

6/30/96